Value of Respect

The fact that someone keep on saying:-

"I will just listen and follow whatever you say. All this time, that is what I always did."

"I need to understand everybody's feeling. No one knows or understands my feeling."

"When you are angry, you just throw away all the bad words from your mouth."

"She's my mom. No matter how bad she is, she is still the one that delivered me to the world."

"She is not that bad actually. Once she loves you, you will be the most happiest person on earth."

"Okay.. Your family is good. My family is bad."

"No matter what, I never humiliate your family like you humiliate my family."

This is more humiliating when all these scripts are actually came out from the person you want to spend your life with. Someone you consider as your protector, knights.

To whom should I talk actually? Or do I really have rights to talk what I feel?

I speak out when I feel it is necessary. That is why my words are sharper than knife. My words might be sharp enough to hurts my partner's heart. But his mom's actions and words kill my manners and respect.

Thank God. For giving me a very understanding parent and a very supportive siblings. We may not be rich but we know how to respect peoples. Plus, we also know how to treat peoples that kill our respect.

Life isn't about money all the time. It's more about relationship to God and peoples around you. Respect others for others to respect you.

Thank you.

Good night good listener..

The Weight of My Crown

How do you classify yourself as a grown up girl?

All this while, just after my graduation, just after I got my first job, just after I got my own salary, just after I bought my own asset, just after I got a steady love relationship, I thought I were grown up enough. What I thought is actually wrong.

I am growing up. Still growing up.

Few weeks left, there will be a crown on my head. I will be a wife to someone I spare my life with all this time.

In this growing up phase, I can't really accept obstacles. Especially when the obstacles were created by someone else. Intentionally.

Why do peoples act they are rich when they are not?
Why do peoples act they are good when they are not?
Why do peoples smile in front of us when they are actually laugh at the back?

I believe, the one who hold a sword in front of you is not your enemy. But the one who hold a knife behind you is your enemy.

On behalf of my family, we are welcoming new family members in our life. In-laws. Are they really welcoming us too? Why are they treating us like we are not going to be a family? Are they really standing on the ground? How many levels separate us that allow them to look down on our family? So-called perfect people exist. *at least acting like perfect.. purrfect*

I may not be super rich. At least I can afford my own life.
I may not be good. At least I don't make other people suffers.

Are these obstacles are the weight of the crown?

Patient. Pray. Tears.

If you are the one that will put the crown on my head, treat me like what I deserve.

Princess smiles to everybody but only cries when there is nobody.

Good night beautiful hearts! =)

Melodrama

I'm sick of all the dramas.

Drama of a mother wants the best for the son. A mother that create dreams for the son and promise to make the dreams come true. End up the mother forget the promise and asks her son to make the dreams come true by himself.

Drama of a loyal son want to be a loyal husband at the same time.

Drama of a loyal husband want to be the most generous friend on earth.

Is there anyone else want to make another drama in my life? This is seriously getting me sick.

I'm sick of watching the drama.
I'm sick of crying while watching the drama.
I'm sick of having someone that hurts my heart very much.

One thing, I've already gave up months ago. Just listen and follow whatever the mother asks to follow. I'm still standing here,watching all the dramas. But remember,all my tears are now turn into revenge. I don't want to repay by myself. I don't even have any energy left. But I hope karma will hit strike on their faces. That's the moment I will stand up, smile and say "PAID"

Good night fellas!

Simple Huh?

Simple kan?
Kalau kita suka seseorang,pergi jumpa dia and cakap.

Simple kan?
Kalau kita cinta seseorang, luahkan and tak payah simpan.

Simple kan?
Kalau kita rindu, call and cakap rindu.

Simple kan?
Kalau kita benci, lupakan and buang dari ingatan.

Simple kan?
Kalau just tulis..
Nak buat se simple tu, kena fikir dulu 150 juta kali.

* Kenapa hidup sebenar tak se simple apa yg kita tulis? Sebab, kesusahan mengajar erti kekuatan. *

If me,
I tak se simple tu nak simply cakap I suka kat orang tu.. Sebab I jenis yang suka org bukan sbb paras rupa.

If me,
I tak se simple tu nak simply cakap I cinta kat orang tu.. Sebab I jenis yg 'Action Speaks Louder than Words'

If me,
I tak se simple tu nak simply call orang tu and cakap I rindu dia.. Sebab I jenis yg kalau rindu dengar lagu omputeh yang jiwang..Contohnya,lagu lagu Bryan Adam. *grin*

If me,
I tak se simple tu nak simply lupakan orang yg I benci.. Sebab I jenis yang tak benci org.. Haha... That's why I ingat semua org.. *semua ke?* Ngee~

So, kalau dapat buat yang simple,buat lah.. Kalau tak dapat,be yourself... Kannnn?

P/S: Please dengar Ajek Hassan cover lagu Bryan Adam :-) #melted